Flickers

Ok. I never bothered to say anything about the candle lighting ceremony because it was never a big deal to me. So I was kinda puzzled that everybody else were posting blogs and bulletins expressing their anticipation for the event, while I was just cruisin' and blogging about my fave TV shows and ranting on my damn schedule. Well I'd say after the event, I had the biggest change of heart in my entire effin' life. . .I tell you, my black heart kinda melted.

From the moment I step out of our house wearing my bona fide clinical uniform to the recession of the program, everything was magical. It was complete euphoria. I never felt ecstatic in my life since my best friend and I led the cotillion in my high school years.

Sure that I started the day along with 48 (i'm not certain that all were present) mayors putting those punishing 2309 lamps and candles on the 2309 seats meant for the students. Add to that that I have to organize my classmates for their procession.

But then it was all worth it. True that the program was conventional and simple, yet it did not fail on bringing out the true essence of the event. I don't know if it's me or the cute guy I'm sitting next to but I really enjoyed it. Damn I can't even think of good puns to write on this blog for I've really taken the event too seriously!

I'm a gay of few words so let's cut this short, though try not to laugh. I think I changed overnight. I now wanted to become a nurse more than anything. And I'm gonna work for it. I'll never settle for mediocracy and I'll strive to lessen my flaws to be worthy of such responsibility. So God help me.

Ok you can laugh now for all I care.

XOXO

Jerome