Deeply Troubled

Mr 02:

Just when I thought that I can handle my emotions well after I write you a letter, there you go showing yourself in the most unimaginable places day after day after day! The other day at the cr, yesterday at the pavillion and today at the class pictorial! Imagine the odds of our class pictorial being scheduled at the same time and at the same day! That's three friggin days of seeing your disarming face! How the hell would I get over you??

I'm officially the most obsessed and easy strayed homosexual out there. For how can a complete stranger like you make me suffer from sleepless nights and complete daydreaming?When we've only got together one night? Heck, we didn't even talk THAT night! Now I'm like a moron who can't control myself from smiling. I've been smiling this whole day for no concrete reason other than you damn it.

Argh. I feel like ranting all throughout this message. I really, really can't understand myself now. The last time I've felt this way was in fourth year, with the first guy I've fell in love with. Pasakit talaga ang mga lalake. Ayan nagtagalog na me. Hahaha. Mapastraight man o gay, pasakit sila. Damn you can see the effects. I'm sitting here wasting my time typing this shit even though you're not goint to be able to read it. I'm turning into a psycho.

And the worst part is, at the back of my mind and at the end of the day, even if my night will be sleepless, I still want to see you. . .

XOXO

Jerome