I Nearly Stepped Down from My Position

I don't know if its because of our damn graveyard shift, my lack of sleep or my being sensitive; but I guess there comes a time when a person really looses his cool and make lapse judgements. That happened to me the other night.

I was so frustrated and angry to the verge of crying. Luckily my groupmates were there to comfort me. I was really trembling when I forwarded this to my classmates.

BSN040

-GM-

GUD PM GUYS. FIRST OF ALL I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU FOR ELECTING ME NOT ONLY ONCE, BUT TWICE 4 PRCDNT. I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL FOR YOUR TRUST. BUT ITS TIME FOR YOU TO CHOOSE A NEW MAYOR. I KNOW ITS CORNY BECAUSE FEW WEEKS NA LANG, BUT I HAD ENOUGH.

I JUST HAD ENOUGH OF PEOPLE ANTICIPATNG FOR ME TO COMMIT A MISTAKE SO THAT THEY CAN BACKSTAB ME, LAUGH AT MY FACE OR SO THAT THEY CAN HAVE SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT. I'M TIRED.

CHOOSE SOMEONE NA GUSTO NIYO UGALI. I'LL NEVER BE THE ONE WHO WILL LIFT A FINGER TO PLEASE OTHERS. SO PAG NAGKAMALI SIYA, IMBIS NA PAGTAWANAN NIYO EH TUTULUNGAN NIYO. GANON NAMAN TALAGA DAPAT DIBA?

ENWEIZ INFORM ME THE MOMENT YOU WERE ABLE TO CHOOSE. I'LL BE MORE THAN GLAD TO STEP DOWN.

I don't know if it's a sickening twist of fate but this message was only sent to one of my classmates. Becuase it's length summed up to 5 sms, I guess my cellphone had a hard time sending it. Hahaha. I just realized that I don't want to step down at all. I'm not gonna give up against people whose only way to elevate themselves is to bring others down.

This is perhaps my biggest rant ever. You know who you are. But definitely you're not the only one. Others can join you in your endless merry-making of hating on others. Funny because the only thing that you have to do is come to class, fix your make-up, make yourself beautiful and sign the fucking grade sheets. For later on I'd be the one who will deliver them to our respective faculties. But you can't even do that without being a whore and hurting the feelings of others.

It's is not the first time that you did something like this. You keep on complaining. But let me ask you, have you ever done something, even exerted an inch of an effort or sacrifice for the betterment of our class? I'll definitely pull your hair off that scalp of yours if you say yes.

I'm never the kind of person who brag all his works, especially if it's my responsibility. But every person in BSN040 knows that I get no help from others aside from my secretary and treasurer. Have you ever consider that before you narrowed down and insult my leadership? Were you even the kind of person who takes the first initiative to help our class? You might as well rot in hell if you say yes.

I will not be talked down by a mere socialite wannabe like you. I can't even believe that I'm buying this. This is the last time that I'm gonna address this issue. But try me, hahaha, try me one more time and you'd definitely get to know me. Way better. . .

Jerome